Episode #11

[Marcus Lehman]

I love how I went from getting four items in the last auction to getting ZERO items in this auction.


Edgardo says he won immunity, I believe him. I am ready to make a move. Not a big move, but at least a move. So I talked with LJ, Dolly, Ed and Alina about forming a six-person alliance. This isn't to say I don't want to work with Alex and Austin, but I know who I want to be in the final six with.

They all seem to be good with this, LJ is wary of Alina, but everyone else seems cool with everyone else. I'm good with that, it's a nice start and all I could ask for. 

Our group chat with Alex, Austin, Alina, Silas and Ed have decided to target Coach, and let's be real, it's completely overdue. He honestly shouldn't have gotten further than Robb, and I feel terrible about that, but Coach somehow lucked out with the luck challenge (imagine that).

Having Coach on the jury is going to be SO MUCH FUN if I make it to the end. We have never spoken a word to each other, I might break the ice tomorrow, I need to get to bed soon for my intern job (yay). 

At least tonight everything seems to be going all right. We'll see what tomorrow brings.

Also, fuck this merged tribe NOT knowing about the locked doors. What a dick.

[Marcus Lehman]

Of all the people who I thought would be wary or opposed to the new alliance, Silas was the one I worried least about. But wow, the paranoia is back and it has gotten bigger since I last tried to kill it with plant poison.

However, the vote is looking good for Coach to go, and Alex seems to be the target for the other side if there happens to be an idol play on Coach.

I'm not worried.

[Marcus Lehman]

I guess this would be a good time to say the alliance I wanted blew up in my face within 24 hours. LJ is already trying to blame Alina for telling Austin about the alliance.

He says Austin talked with him about it. What is funny to me is that just yesterday LJ told me not to trust Austin, and now they're like, what? Butt buddies? LJ also told me not to talk with Alina about what he heard. The last time someone did that (PG) I ended up going to Edgardo and saving myself.

If I have to do that again, well, it's too late now. So I'm hoping the target is at least for Alex, Austin or Dolly. Since those names are floating around pretty hardcore right now. If it's me, whatevs. I played the game and got screwed by my own ambition. It's too exhausting playing with people who are on a mission to cut every person they come across just for bloodshed.

I'll be on the jury and I'll be more than happy to watch the massacre from the sidelines. I'm sitting back and letting other people play if Coach doesn't go and I stay. I'm trying really hard not to be negative, but LJ kind of put me in a bad mood.