Episode #12

[Marcus Lehman]

After what happened at the last tribal council I am seeing LJ in a whole new light. He basically lied to my face about voting for Coach, tried to make me believe Alina told Austin about the six-person group I wanted to form that included LJ, Alina, Dolly, Ed and Silas. I talked with Alina about this, she denies she ever did, Austin didn't deflect from the group, so I can only assume LJ was lying about that as well. 

So while I'm telling LJ the vote is for Yul, I've got the original six people; Alex, Alina, Austin, Ed and Silas on board for voting out LJ. I mean, really, it's karma for him if it works out. I totally love him as a person, but as a gamer, he's just like PG, only a little more hardcore with the lying, and I don't want to be around someone like that.

I'm not saying I'm a beacon of trustworthiness since I was trying to break up the original six alliance, but I wasn't lying to anyone to their face because Alex and Austin never talked with me about it. And I wasn't planning on voting them out until Coach, PG and Yul were already out. See, I'm not a bad person.

The problem I'm having is I feel people are underestimating me. I don't mind it, but it's also frustrating when I know they are and they think they're getting away with it. Like, no, people, you aren't. They will find out the hard way though. Blindsides are a bitch, and I'm King Bitch.

[Marcus Lehman]

My God. LJ will not stop. I mean yay for him playing hard, but he's playing WAY too hard at this point. He's throwing Alina and Austin under the bus saying they are voting for me with him, PG and Yul.

I got this information from Dolly. I went to Austin and Alina with it and they both denied it and said they were glad they were voting out LJ. I suggested a vote split, but Alina wouldn't go for it. I thought it was kinda sketchy, but I let it go. I feel like split or not, if a double vote is used and an idol is used, there is nothing I can do to stop myself being voted out even if we were to split the votes. I don't feel comfortable risking my allies necks, but I also don't want to be voted out. I would talk with LJ about it, but his severe muteness with me today kind of confirms he's plotting against me. I'm kind of disgusted by it.

So I'm done for the day. I'm basically throwing caution to the wind. I am hoping LJ doesn't get these people to switch, I'm hoping he doesn't pull an idol, I don't so much care about the double vote. I'm exhausted again today. This is bullshit.